I’m having a tough time mentally, emotionally, physically, and most of all spiritually. It is nothing so big to be dramatic about, I’m not depressed or suicidal-I just need to recenter myself. I have poured so much into things and not enough into God, to my Abba. I have been on a downward spiral since Christmas, and while everything else has been in place (of sorts) I still feel like I am not performing well. And I can pinpoint it all to my wandering from Jesus. I haven’t done anything crazy, but I haven’t read enough or prayed enough. So I am taking out the time I spend on social networking and the energy I pour into fangirling (because you know it takes a lot out of you) and I will be taking all of that and pouring it into Him.
I know I will be back, when I can balance myself again. But right now I need a break from it all. I don’t know how long, but when it comes around I know when I will be ready.
Some of you have my email and if you really need to reach me, you can do so there.
See you soon lovelies.